1/4/2012

Also I finally was able to get Derek's tattoo. For people who don't know the story: Derek had been looking for a cross tattoo for a year now and could never find anything he liked. Well 7/1/2012 on Ethan birthday we walked into this tattoo shop and in ten minutes he found this one and loved it, tried to talk us into getting it that night but we told him we would come back the next night after our cookout since there were so many people with us. Anyway he was suppose to get it the night of the accident and never got to. So now four friends and I have it and it is on his headstone in which I hope to have places this month! Love u all!

1/4/2012

Well I haven't been great about keeping all this up but just trying to get past the holidays! The boys ended up letting the excitement get the best of them and really had a good Christmas! Wish us adults could do the same sometimes. Anyway we are still taking it a day or week at a time and keeping our heads up. I wish I could say it gets easier but it doesn't but we have to move forward, there is no Plan B!
Love you all!