Friday, December 5, 2014, 3 years, 5 months & 3 days

Miss you today more then normal, what I would give to have you to see your boys or to be able to sit and tell you all about them, how they are growing and doing, how they smile again and laugh. We all miss you everyday but it breaks my heart that the boys and you are missing out on so much. I sat and watched Ethan practice his reading project and he moved his hands like you and all I could think about is what you would say about them today and what amazing little men they have grown into. Through this all the worse struggle is knowing that you all will never know each other like you should. They are so amazing and I hate it for them. I know they will be okay and turn into great men. Please continue to watch over us and give me the strength to keep raising them like we always said we would.