Sunday, March 22, 2015 Never the same...

Sometimes, something's and some people I will never understand and that's ok. Life is never what we expect and we can't stop living it. So you get up and live the life that you know will make him proud and smile because as hard as this life is without him I wouldn't change the time I had with him. 

I look at our boys and they grow so fast that we should never take a day for granted or miss anything. Don't hold on to what should be, don't hold on to the mistakes or hurts that you have or people have given you because it takes away from how good you can be today. And today you will not get back and you are NEVER promised tomorrow!!! So truly love the ones you have, forgive the people that hurt you because anger will only hurt you, and live this life that was taken away too soon from Derek.

 

Wednesday, March 2015

Sunday, March 7, 2015 Accepting...

Knowing life will forever be changed and living that life is hard. You can be happy but you are forever changed down to that empty spot in your soul that died that day with him. But you choose to live!!! 

Wednesday, March 4, 2015 To My Bones...

It's the heartache I can feel to my bones and soul missing you! Just doesn't seem possible some days.